Dear God, please renew my heart. Help me to love those that by human standards I shouldn't love, but by your standards I should be showing your love. Help me wait patiently for your guidance and direction... whether I wait for another day, or another year. I want so much to be where I'm needed, wanted and of use to you... and I don't know where that is yet... or even what it may look like, so help me to be of your use and direction right where I am. Show me new ways to yearn for you, I've been in your light so long that sometimes I can't see it or feel your care... make me new again, as If I'm discovering you all over. Please help me to be wise in my choices, all of them from when to brush my teeth up to who I fall in love with. I want to be seeking your counsel for every step and choice, so help me to be constantly thinking about you. Show me who you want me to be discipling and witnessing to. I know they're right in front of me, but make them really blatant... I feel so oblivious all the time, like I'm walking through the wrong life... I don't know, I just feel lost sometimes I guess. But my honest desire is that I be a woman who's so wrapped up in you that people have to see you to even begin to know me... and to be oozing your love like it's all I have. Which it is (all I have) but I want that to be seen and people know who you are just by seeing me... Show me what you want me to dwell on and guide my thoughts, words and actions. Lead me when I'm pursuing you. Help me to pursue you even when I'm lost in this worlds stupidity. Help me to see your truths in everything from my self image to, oh I don't know, things I don't understand yet. You are amazing, everlasting, good, true and just... you are holy, worthy and infinite. You are God, and you have my worship. Teach me how to be always adoring you more. Amen for now :)
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