Time. To. Move.

I wish... 
I wish life were easy. 
I wish I had people who loved me for every fiber of me. 
I wish I didn't hurt. 
I wish I had a better story and past. 
I wish I had a better idea of my future. 
I wish I had more people close that I love. 
I wish my family was closer (in more ways than one)
I wish people loved me.
I wish I was more secure (also in more ways than one)
I wish... 
 
But those are probably things I'll always struggle with, things I'll always want. But now, now is a time all it's own. I need to look at it for what it is and take it just where it's at. I don't think it would be easy to convince time to move... but I can make myself move according to what time is looking like.
 

I've been pushing so hard and for so long against the wrong things. Time, place, situation. Those are things... that usually can't be changed, so why focus there. I need to focus on me. Obviously not in a selfish way, in a "what can I change about me to make this day, this time, better?"
 

I can't do much usually, but even the subtle changes can do a lot for my emotions.  Like, getting off the couch in the evenings and calling some people to be with, instead of just cooking for myself then watching stuff. I can't change where I am right now, but I can change how I am where I am... 

All in all, It's Time. To. Move.
 

I'm moving all that's within me. Care to join?


♥ Alanna ♥