Life as usual

I got pulled over for speeding today... I was going 26 mph... And the killer... I was in my own driveway. Apparently I was "speeding" through a school zone. I got a warning.  *Sigh*... that's the story of my life, I fall down, walk into things, say stupid things, do stupid things and never plan to do any of the above (well... usually not). At least you can tell I'm human. Like I always say "Someone will love me for, or despite it someday"... hopefully...

I'm about to teach my second violin lesson. Am i excited? yes i am. I'm applying for a job at a dry cleaners today or tomorrow, hopefully i get it, Lord knows i need it. I'm Ref-ing soccer now too... it pays, that's what i like about it. I have a whole lot more respect for Refs now... it's NOT easy. I'm in hip-hop classes, voice lessons, and the worship team at church, and I go to two youth groups... do i have a life?... yes and no. I have many things i have to do in my life right now, but i don't know where i'm going with it. I don't know what my future will look like, i don't know who my future will be with, i don't know if i should go to school, i don't know what job i should do, I don't know anything... i just don't. I know things i would like to do, but they seem out of my grasp. So that's what life from my view point looks like right now.

Love,
Me (Alanna)