I'm about to teach my second violin lesson. Am i excited? yes i am. I'm applying for a job at a dry cleaners today or tomorrow, hopefully i get it, Lord knows i need it. I'm Ref-ing soccer now too... it pays, that's what i like about it. I have a whole lot more respect for Refs now... it's NOT easy. I'm in hip-hop classes, voice lessons, and the worship team at church, and I go to two youth groups... do i have a life?... yes and no. I have many things i have to do in my life right now, but i don't know where i'm going with it. I don't know what my future will look like, i don't know who my future will be with, i don't know if i should go to school, i don't know what job i should do, I don't know anything... i just don't. I know things i would like to do, but they seem out of my grasp. So that's what life from my view point looks like right now.

Love,
Me (Alanna)